Yet to finish..... The Final Climb!!

A few lines i wrote....

was not able to complete... will try and complete soon....

Moving on the shore alone for the final climb,

Calm breeze flowing all around,

No more responsibilities to bound,

Leaving my footprints on the sand of time.

Dilemmas.........

A lot of time is being spent these days thinking....

Am i going in the right direction? Is this what i wanted from me at this point of time ? Or this is what i am supposed to get as it is the best for me ? A lot of dilemmas going on my mind these days. But, this time i wont let it be  out that soon, because doing that earlier had rebounded hard on me. My earlier friends used to say that i keep myself guarded and generally not let it out, whats going inside me( that doesn't mean i don't talk. Well i talk a lot,almost endlessly, with those i am comfortable with :P ).

At that time, i thought that was how i liked things. But, now when i felt its time that i could be a bit more open about whats going inside me, i realized that my earlier state was better or was it not ?

Again a dilemma... whether it was wrong to be open or was it that it was with the wrong person or is it that am being judgmental ?

Well, i don't know it for myself till now.

For the time being, i think i should give myself sometime to think.

Dilemma again... Is this what i really wanted or it could have been better if had taken some other option ?

Well, i guess i have an answer to this one. This is something i got, while i was reading something written by barney. In some point of time in life you got to stand for what you believe and have to make decisions.You got to believe in yourself. So, thats what i am trying to do.

Biggest Dilemma... (Might not be only for me), but right now the biggest problem for me, is in prioritizing things. Sometimes, its difficult to choose between work, interest and relaxation. Most of the time, i end up giving up my interests because i have to work, but somehow not able to concentrate on that. So, end up doing nothing.

All these things are bothering me at this point of time, but it might not be just me. I might be the one out with it, may be you are not. Because, you might not want to face it. But, trust me, it feels better once you know it all.

It helped me in atleast choosing relaxation and interest over my work.

Because these days i realized, i do everything except work. I somehow just can't concentrate on it. But, its atleast better then doing nothing.

Thats what i did. Made myself realize about whats going in and around me.It worked for me. Might work for you as well. :)