Complex... But not all the time....

Life as it used to be when i was in school.. friends all around...
friends for different situations :) friends with whom you laugh,
friends with whom you share secrets, friends with whom you take advise
like an elderly,a bunch of bestest friends, a bunch of hi bye friends, a bunch of
studying friends and a bunch of junior friends and yes some tuition friends.


you were never alone whatever the situation be... you always had 3-4 people
to support you. Not because they felt forced to support you because they cared
enough for you.


Life moves on and so do you..


I thank and remember each and every school friend of mine..


I miss all the classes we bunked together
i miss all the dumb charred games we played
The silly dares that we did
all the scolding we got together
all the punishments we experienced together ,many a times just to give company to our friends


Every single trip to our popular hangouts instead of attending an extra class
every single chowmein plate that we faught for
fight for that last sip of pepsi
that fight after eating your friends tiffin before break


I miss all those times we talked and i "The Counselor" solved problems.
(i was known amongst my friends that way)


Most importantly i miss each and every person with whom i had a fight
you were the people who helped me being a better person.
you helped me realise why i have friends.
But i am sorry if i had ever hurt you.


miss you all guys.. all my school-mates..
my school life would have been incomplete without you all


As i said.. life moves on and so did I..


I also moved on and now am in a different phase of life.


Here i have a lot of people to talk to..
Have people who might stand beside me
But the difference is, its not because they care..
its just because.....


But finally after half an year i have found some friends apart from my "Group"..
a person who is like a guide to me, whom i respect,
then a couple of good friends too.
And yes a friend who is not in my group 
but i still love to hangout with.(tweety)

Initially, college started at an happy note.
Everything just near to perfect. But, as we all know..
Only one thing is constant in life that is change.
my perfect life also changed a bit.

There was loneliness which could not be filled
by whatever i do. 

But, then i talked to someone, whom i termed as a guide(BJM),who told me.

its just soo soo temporary

  u find best frienz

  u find bfs gfs..

  dey cum ..

  go away frienz are frienz..  but den u accept that u cud get away too  but u're mom dad are gonna be dere   

And a lot more.. of course i can't share the whole of it. But, that was something which
really brought back life to me. After this conversation, i also talked to one of my bestest
friends named bella. And coincidently bella also told me the same as BJM did.
That was the time i thanked  BJM.


So, after so many ups and downs...
I have managed to find some good friends, BJM and tweety and af-course my group too..


At the end i realized...

• Life is not even that bad as it seems at times.

• You just need to explore more and give it some more time.

• And someone told me,"Stop thinking much,just eat and have fun!!" :P :P

So,thats what i am doing and i think that you should also do, whenever feeling low.
Life is beautiful, just change your way of looking at it.
It is not as complex as it seems to be at times..