Its been a Month.. O.o

Its been exactly a month, since my last post. This one is just to break the monotony of not posting. A lot to say, and a lot of new things also happening in life, but might share them latter. At this time, i should be studying. I am on my midst of my mid terms, with one of the most difficult papers scheduled for tomorrow, but here i am writing this post , at this time of the night. The date made me realize that its been a month and i will not let it extend more then that.

Well, about my life, its a bit confusing these days. I am not able to decide my priorities and my surroundings. But, i guess with time it might be fine again. Recently, had a trip out with tweety. Though, the place we went to, was a bit boring, but the drive to and from that place was awesome.

New one again. A friend of mine. Noddy.

Noddy, behaving a bit strange these days. May be, he has a lot of things going in him at the same moment. But, i don't know.

Another new one. Lets call him Barney.

A bit out of touch these days. May be back to normal after sometime.

So, thats it for now. I need to study. Have an exam to give, few hours latter. Will be back with some more after the exams.  :D

Complex... But not all the time....

Life as it used to be when i was in school.. friends all around...
friends for different situations :) friends with whom you laugh,
friends with whom you share secrets, friends with whom you take advise
like an elderly,a bunch of bestest friends, a bunch of hi bye friends, a bunch of
studying friends and a bunch of junior friends and yes some tuition friends.


you were never alone whatever the situation be... you always had 3-4 people
to support you. Not because they felt forced to support you because they cared
enough for you.


Life moves on and so do you..


I thank and remember each and every school friend of mine..


I miss all the classes we bunked together
i miss all the dumb charred games we played
The silly dares that we did
all the scolding we got together
all the punishments we experienced together ,many a times just to give company to our friends


Every single trip to our popular hangouts instead of attending an extra class
every single chowmein plate that we faught for
fight for that last sip of pepsi
that fight after eating your friends tiffin before break


I miss all those times we talked and i "The Counselor" solved problems.
(i was known amongst my friends that way)


Most importantly i miss each and every person with whom i had a fight
you were the people who helped me being a better person.
you helped me realise why i have friends.
But i am sorry if i had ever hurt you.


miss you all guys.. all my school-mates..
my school life would have been incomplete without you all


As i said.. life moves on and so did I..


I also moved on and now am in a different phase of life.


Here i have a lot of people to talk to..
Have people who might stand beside me
But the difference is, its not because they care..
its just because.....


But finally after half an year i have found some friends apart from my "Group"..
a person who is like a guide to me, whom i respect,
then a couple of good friends too.
And yes a friend who is not in my group 
but i still love to hangout with.(tweety)

Initially, college started at an happy note.
Everything just near to perfect. But, as we all know..
Only one thing is constant in life that is change.
my perfect life also changed a bit.

There was loneliness which could not be filled
by whatever i do. 

But, then i talked to someone, whom i termed as a guide(BJM),who told me.

its just soo soo temporary

  u find best frienz

  u find bfs gfs..

  dey cum ..

  go away frienz are frienz..  but den u accept that u cud get away too  but u're mom dad are gonna be dere   

And a lot more.. of course i can't share the whole of it. But, that was something which
really brought back life to me. After this conversation, i also talked to one of my bestest
friends named bella. And coincidently bella also told me the same as BJM did.
That was the time i thanked  BJM.


So, after so many ups and downs...
I have managed to find some good friends, BJM and tweety and af-course my group too..


At the end i realized...

• Life is not even that bad as it seems at times.

• You just need to explore more and give it some more time.

• And someone told me,"Stop thinking much,just eat and have fun!!" :P :P

So,thats what i am doing and i think that you should also do, whenever feeling low.
Life is beautiful, just change your way of looking at it.
It is not as complex as it seems to be at times..

That strange Feeling of Being special!!

This is the first time I am sharing this..

Since,I was a child , I have been  enjoying favors by people (and by doing nothing.. :P)

Like, earlier as a child,  I used to get toffees and chocolates ,not my people i know ,but by shopkeepers , as a gift..( i know it seems a bit unreal..but its true :P )

And yes..i can never forget that..

When i was in second standard we went to buy some plastic stuff from a shop..
While my parents were busy shopping.. i saw a sky blue water bottle and really wanted to buy it.
My parents resisted , as i had bought one already , a day before..
That shopkeeper gave it to me as a gift ,as i was leaving the shop (and mind u it was not an ordinary water bottle.. :D )

Then, i always used to get my seat exchanged in a train whenever i got an upper birth..(and generally children are forced to exchange for an upper birth :P)

The free stuff that we get with certain products.. i always got something extra along with it..
Remember we used to get tattoos with boomer, one tattoo with one boomer... i got a bundle of over hundred tattoos as the shopkeeper said, "Its okay have it. I have plenty ...!! : ) "

There were many more, but these are the few I remember.. 

But latter, 
Now as i grew up
I thought that "MAGIC"..( as i thought it to be as a child) has Vanished!!

But, now after years... 

2-3 days ago, i was traveling via metro..
All my friends had finally grabbed a seat except me. Suddenly, a little girl came up to me and said in her sweet voice , "I and my mother are leaving.. you can have our seat..!! " then i saw that at a seat , very far off from where i was standing , her mother was also there, showing me by gestures that i have send her , come up here...(I had not even talked to them or seen them before in metro...)  
Then also it happened.. 
All my friends were shocked and so was I ..But Happy too!! :D

Well, I came to know that, THAT MAGIC was still there .. but i had just stopped noticing it..

The reason why i shared all this with you is : 

• Everybody experiences such small incidents in life but ignore them.

• It did make me feel good in my bad times, so i hope it will do it's work for you too...!!  

• I think we should always remember them..because they make you realize that you are also special and in bad times reminds you....... 

         Dude... i am not that bad.. i am special.. i always have that MAGIC around me.. 

So, enjoy that feeling of being special... :D :D

First day after a break........

Ya..Ya...
First day in college after holidays........

Started off well...

:) -> Today, i was the first one to see the morning fog and to get ready.
:( -> The very sight of fog outside pissed me off.


:) -> Was the first one to my class along with one of my friends.
:( ->Got bored for initial 15-20 mins.

:) ->Wished everybody Happy New Year.
:( ->In course also had to accept wishes from people i don't care much about.

:) ->Then all my friends reached and we talked, talked and talked...
:( ->Had to stop it for the registration.

:) ->Was eagerly waiting for our breakfast (snacks provided to us by our college :D)
:( ->We didn't get it on time and had to wait till registration.

:) ->Finally had my breakfast and roamed around in the college after a long time.
:( ->Had classes on the very first day.

:) ->Got a lot of interesting stuff for my cell today.
:( ->It got discharged, waiting for it to get alive again.

:) ->Played something for which i was waiting for, since 1 month.
:( ->Had to play against an idiotic creature with some irritating comments of his...arrgghh...didn't say anything coz didn't want to ruin my mood.


:) ->Realized some people are never gonno change and so am i...bring it on... :D
:( ->No..no more bad stuff....

 

Birds in chase........

Birds soaring at different heights and pace,
Some are, or some not in a race,
All at different levels and mindsets,
With variant goals and conquests.


New birds join in as time passes,
Some scared and some shine like glasses,
Slowly their wings pop out,
They learn to find their route.


They also start preparing for the grand chase,
For which the grown birds have already set their place,
After some struggle and rancor,
They feel weak and somber.


Soon they realize it's more then just a game,
And is about their personal pride and fame,
It's about flying at their own height,
And let the others collide and fight.


They soar at their level and cherish,
But, they didn't know their is more to relish,
They have already finished the chase,
Already ahead of all stuck in that old maze.


Just a random thought!!

Being totally random these holidayzzz

My life has become so very random these days..

I do whatever whenever i want..

life is so light and peaceful these days!!

  

Well, that doesn't mean that i don't miss my college and friends.

I miss them a lot because college is fun for me..

If i didn't do well in an exams, then its like loosing in a game for me, which i enjoy playing.So,a bit of disappointment but then yet again ready to play one more.

I think i am deviating from the topic . I love talking about my college, can't help it.

Yes, so life here at home...

You know i recently started reading a romantic kinda novel..(it's very unlike me, reading romantic novels..actually my first of such kind...:p)

i said kinda not exactly , so plzz its not segal or grashim..its something different and more casual...

I sleep late,get up late , no decided work to do.Can do whatever i want to i.e. totally RanDoM...

I like surprises and random things....

It's all going good!!

About the things i discussed earlier about " Mission Amaretto " and problems in my group, i don't know what to do . So, for the time being i am relaxing and letting Time to it's job. Things might turn out to be better after sometime..

Till then, i am free and just Chilling!!

i know it's kinda lame blog post..but what to do..can't help it....

i write what i like and i like it this way.... :D :D

You...

  
you...


you would understand
make me feel good
you would be helping hand
make me feel strong wherever i stood


you would care
make me feel special
you would share
make me feel comfortable and for my refreshal


you would be truthful
make me feel important
you would make things fruitful
make me feel exuberant
  

you would always be there for me
make me feel confident and protected 
you would trust me
make me feel  connected

  

you would be there whenever i need
like a shadow and a pleasing breeze
in sorrow and in my deed 
making me feel complete


Waiting for "you"....... 


Just a few verses, but straight from the heart :)